part IVa : first time I know you..

In 9 grade... my story a bit same as when I in 8 grade,, but there are more funtastic story..LOL...

when I'm in 9 grade... flo has graduated...
he was in the 1st grade of high school 10 grade...
I still in love with him...

I could say that,, he was my heroin..
LOL...
I I'm so happy when I could saw him, although from a long distance...
he was my power...
I'm so blind...
I can't fall in love with someone else...
just him the best in my mind...

in 9 grade..
I was in the same class with Indira(I call her my twin,,LOL...)
for the first time... we are not so close...
again...
one day we shared a story...
I told her about my feeling of flo...
she said that she had a same feeling like mine, too,, to someone else..(let we call him.... SE ..hehe...kidding dira...)

since that time...
we like to shared many stories....

btw,,,
what happen with shared??
LOL...
nevermind,,, :P

in 9 grade..
I became closer with Nunki and Indira...
we liked to talk, shared stories, do crazy things, made fool jokes.....
and I become closer with other friends too...
I know why it could be...

9 grade will be our last moment in junior high school...
we become closer each other...
we opened each other, we through our moment together...
that's the reason why., 9 grade is the best moment in JHS...hiks... I almost cry if I remember of it..cry because I'm so happy!!!! :D
there so many moments..{I'll tell you in next story... ;o) }

I don't want if I must lose contact with them,, my guys...
so I made my facebook...LOL.....

I won't talk about my facebook,, but I'll tell you my experience with my facebook...LOL....
that was my stupidity..LOL...

hmmm....
so...
one day...
there was some one,, he was a boy,, he added me as his friend,, so I approve it..
even I didn't know him
as usual,, I thanks to him because he request me as his friend

then the conversation began....
I asked him about his school and class...
he is in the same school with me...(Mater Dei)
I thought he was in 8 grade..LOL...
then he said that he was in 10 grade...

and suddenly....
he asked me about my status(single or in relationship)
of course I'm single.. I haven't a boyfriend..
then suddenly again...
he asked me be his girlfriend!!!!!!!!!!

WHOA!!
Of course I was very shock...!! LOL...
I just knew him,,
and I never know who is he...ckckck...

so I denny it
he asked why..
I explain him.. that we just know,, so that's impossible and I've promised myself... I won't have a boyfriend,, before my junior high ends...
finally,,he could understand it...

everyday we "wall" each other...
one day he asked my phone number..
I thought it's no matter,, so I gave it to him...
since that time... he sent me many message everyday...!! he just asked me.. "hello... what are you doing",, I just said "nothing,, what about you??",, and made we unfunny jokes!! yikes!! LOL...

2 things in my mind,,
1st... he wasted my time,, 2nd he wasted my credit phone,,big lol...!!
but I tried to be patient,,, but, sometimes he can cheer me up when I felt so bored and tired(I was making a preparation for my national exam!!),

sometimes he could be a fun guy,, but sometimes he very-very annoyed!! He so possessive, he always asked me, when I late to replayed his sms, sometimes he could made me felt guilty when I got angry of him(yeap.. I confess that I'm a selfish one,, but I don't like if I must feel guilty of something I never do!!)...
one day,, he asked me as usual...
"kok kamu ga bales sms aku? kamu gitu ya"
1 think in my mind... possessive guy!! who are you!!
but I tried to be patient,, I answer it
"sorry, aku lagi butuh ketenangan.. lagian, kamu ga perlu sms aku setiap saat juga kali"
then he answer
"oh gitu,, kalo gitu,, aku ga akan sms kamu lagi"
I didn't answer it...
It's fine for me and I don't care about it...
because I was to tired, sad and angry(as usual.,I got a bad day)

3 days later since that day...
I got depress
'I miss him..I need him to cheer me...I miss him...I miss his sms, his annoyed sms, his possessive questions!!!' that's all in my mind...
everyday... I open my facebook,, I looked at his profil,, especially his pictures and "walls"...
I haven't met him.. I wished that I could meet him, talk with him, laughing together and many more...
from his 'facebook', I knew him...
he was a kind of playboy,, he add so many girls, I saw their conversation,, he did the same thing likes he did to me to those girls... he asked them to be his girlfriend, and he flirt many girls!! YIKES!!!

but I still thought about him, "I need him",that statement whispered in my mind. and I follow it...
that's my stupidity...

....to be continue....