My Regret...

I wanna kill this feeling!!!!
I don't want this way,,
the way how I loving you,,
it just add more pain in my heart,
although you never know it,,
but it's better if you never know anything... (-.-)

I feel,, my self changing,,I'm diffferent,,
I don't want this change!!
I want my self back,,
because I know..
it's better for us :o))

I just wanna be your friend,
your best friend, exactly...
I wanna be the one,,
who know everything about yours,
who will make you laugh when you cry,
who will wipe all of your tears,
who can feel your pains,
the who will hear all of your stories,,
I always there for you, when you want to spill all of your heart, your feeling, your sadness...
I could be your diary... ;o))
just pour your heart on "each page"...

I know,, it will be better than before...
trust me... ;o)

I promise my self,, I'll do the best for us, for everyone too...
I won't disappoint you,,

love you always...
~debby~