There you are ;o)

"I can't tell it any longer...
I must tell the truth "

Those words reverberated in my mind...
this morning, I decided to tell flo what I feel to him...
I just wanna tell him what I feel, I don't need any answer or reaction from him...
I made a plan,, I wanna tell him via FB inbox,, LOL...
yeap... you may say that I'm a coward,, I'm not brave to meet him and talk to him...

I was blind when I decided to tell him the truth...

But......

I didn't do it...
I canceled it...
" mission canceled"

I already wake up from my dream,,,

I don't know what should I say to myself,,

am I coward? or stupid? or....
whatsoever!

That's what I felt this morning till I finished my school....

Then....
Something unpredictable happened to me :D

after school,,
I saw someone...

hmm... his face looks familiar (I though)
is that him?
so I walked to him to take a look...

my feeling was right...
he was not alone,,there were my other friends too..
I met my old friends in my new school...
(my school made a festival.. :D)

AND!

I saw...
ups.. I mean
I MEET HIM :D

we talked a little,
just for a good manners :D

really...
maybe it heard crazy...
but,, That was my very first time talked with him in a little longer time...
after 1 year...
I can talk with him again...
although just a little :D

His smile hasn't changed yet :D
nice, sweet and friendly...

His face...
Hmm.... still cute :D
but I can saw,, he has already matured ;o)

do you know what I've do to him??

every time when asked me about something,,
I answered it enthusiastic and I smiled to him.. ;o) LOL....

Oh my God...
what's wrong with me??
ckckck.....

after that,, I don't care about my canceled mission,, LOL......

I wish I can meet him again,,,
I wanna talk with him,, although a while :o)
Finally I can meet you again,
I can talked with you...
and especially,,,
I can see your smile closer and I can give you my smile too...

maybe I'm not love you anymore...
but it doesn't mean, I don't care about you anymore...
because you are special for me... ;o)